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Monitors, Observers And Your Paranoia

CLAYTON LEON WINTON | 25.07.2004 17:08 | Health | Indymedia | Social Struggles | World

The most subliminal messaging is propagated by being under constant surveillance, behind your back, without your knowledge, turning good people into human lab-animal experiments. YOUR NEXT.

Fantasy? Science Fiction? Psychosis? Or, something ELSE?

Monitors, Observers And Your Paranoia

By: CLAYTON LEON WINTON
@072504
email to:  cwinton@surf1.ws,  cwinton2@hotmail.com
(may be distributed freely in the interest of public safety)

[Op-Ed - PRIEST RIVER,IDAHO] - The most subliminal messaging is propagated by being under constant surveillance, behind your back, without your knowledge, turning good people into human lab-animal experiments. YOUR NEXT.

Fantasy? Science Fiction? Psychosis? Or, something ELSE?

What if it's true? What if the world is under constant observation and a certain percentage of the population is somehow 'sensing' this phenomenon; meanwhile, the vast majority of people are oblivious to the deleterious affects of this evil-scourge?

Just a supposition -- think about a moment.

Those whom 'sense' this surveillance, an entirely hidden and decades-long, carefully perfected craft, are labelled 'paranoid.' Sometimes, this paranoia is so intense, they become depressed, with occasional ideation on suicide (not to be confused with suicidal-tendencies), and suspicious of all people in the most innocuous situations. Family, friends and career are pushed to the back-burner as the overwhelming stress of lab-animal-like observation in an Abu Ghraib-styled fishbowl, impacts health, physical and mental, and these poor folks are often deemed 'irrelevent' and labelled 'schizophrenic.'

What if they are NOT? What if this 'sensing' of hidden surveillance is based in psychic phenomenon? What if the next natural course of human evolution is based on telepathic broadcasting and receiving? What do you have to say now?

Nonsense? Well, let's take a look.

First of all, in the beginning stages of paranoia, those afflicted will often up-root potted-plants and take computers and TV's and other equipment apart, looking for 'bugs.' They cover holes and cracks in the wall with caulk or tape or paint or whatever is available. They only go out at night, or completely covered during the daylight hours, dark sunglasses and hats, fearful of being watched. They drive 30-miles to lose the 'tag-team' they 'sense' is following them. No technology is ever found. It's either not there, or so far removed from anything they may understand, that they could look at it directly and not even know what they are looking at. RESIST THE URGE. These 'paranoid people' are put on highly caustic medications that relegates them as 'irrelevent,' pharmaceuticals that are 'experimental' in the sense that they have NEVER healed anybody, only masked 'symptoms' and often times turning them into blubbering idiots.

[i][b]The masking of symptoms is not a cure.[/i][/b]

It is this writer's original opinion, that paranoia and schizophrenia is based in psychic phenomenon. I have posted a blog at  http://www.blogspot.ConSpyAry.com outlining the effects of this phenom. It is my private diary and the exercise is called 'journaling,' which is an attempt to 'figure it all out.' You see, this has happened to me. You can read how it started at  http://www.blogspot.MySpyAry.com, in my 'Pawns Of War' series. Just my opinions. And opinions are neither right nor wrong, they are just opinions. Related info is found at  http://www.blogspot.ConspiraciesAndI.com. It will eventually be edited and organized.

A black SUV just drove up, did a U-turn, and sped away (Sunday, 072504, 09:30PST). Is this a lost traveler mistaking this clearly-marked Private Road as public river access for recreational use? An easy mistake. Is it a government employee on official business, perhaps checking power-lines or road construction or taking driveway measurements? Or, part of some hidden, secretive CIA-styled agency involved in Domestic Terroristic surveillance? I choose the first option, frankly. It's summer. Maybe it was an neighbor's old friend trying to locate somebody's cabin in the area. However, the last option is the underlying factor of paranoid-thoughts that afflicts thousands.

Are those thousands truly paranoid or are they being targeted in a Domestic Terroristic campaign of lab-animal type human-experimentation? Maybe their every action truly is being Monitored. And they are sensing 'Them' via some form of psychic phenomenon. If this has happened to you, or a friend of yours, and if they are capable of reading and communicating, then as a Public Service, I open my diary to those good and honorable people whom care and can help find a cure, and encourage communication by all. I'd never make any suggestions on how to treat it that undermines their doctors and counselors; however, with a better understanding of the problem, an 'insiders look,' perhaps some form of 'cure' really can be found. If anything, if it's truly an 'ailment,' then perhaps my thoughts and opinions can assist in finding the 'cure.' Not a placebo, and not a 'medication-mask,' but a real cure.

It's about healing. Never forget that. It's about making it STOP, and opening the Abu-Ghraib-styled cages of non-consensual, human-lab-animal-experimentation, real or imagined.

(CLAYTON LEON WINTON is just a citizen, with his Constutionally Guaranteed Right of First Amendment Free Speech to share his opinions. If my blog is ever 'blocked-out,' then I guess I'm on to something, eh?)

CLAYTON LEON WINTON
- e-mail: cwinton@surf1.ws

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Paranoia

01.10.2004 16:54

Since I went into paranoid psychosis for the first time after extensive drug use some years ago, have experienced certain paranoid symptoms from time to time. i mostly hear voices coming from thin air, threathening to kill me or worse. why would anyone send me such nonsense through telepathy? i just try to ignore it.tbc

Paranoid Psychotic


Change of Opinion

08.11.2005 07:00

I've had a change of opinion on the underlying aspects which inspired me to write this brief article. Forgive my typos and misspellings. I do not use a spellchecker to PRETEND to be 'perfect.' I leave such contrived-'goodness' for 'positive-people' that use any excuse to make themselves appear 'better' by HAMMERING ruthlessly any/all to the damnable CrossOfShame merely for expressing themselves. One tiny mistake is all it takes for the 'positive-people' to do their figurative 'carpentry' and dismiss a person forevermore as 'not their kind of people,' in their 'goodness.'

First off, I've not engaged in the drug use you've described. But to answer your question, "why would people send me thoughts," I do not see it that way AT ALL.

Are those IDEAS present in the universe? Yup. They sure ARE.

Were those WORDS spoken sometime or somewhere? Yup. They sure WERE.

Why did YOU hear them? Why did YOU SENSE them?

The term 'psychic-phenomenon' is as close as it gets but is ALL WRONG.

Did you really 'hear' them or just an ECHO in time/space interpreted by your brain for UNEXPLAINABLE REASONS?

Were they spoken at that EXACT MOMENT ... were they 'thought' by someone ELSE at that EXACT MOMENT that you perceived them? Clearly, those questions/comments/ideas came from SOMEWHERE.

WHERE EXACTLY?

Maybe you just have really good hearing? Ever think of that?

What OTHER possiblities are there? And if nobody is around, we're back to 'psychic-phenomenon' again. A form of 'telepathy' but NOT DIRECTED AT YOU.

So, assuming it is VALID for just one moment ...

Are those thoughts/impressions/voices/whatever REAL or imagined?

Nobody can tell YOU what you personally EXPERIENCED. That's why you have FIVE SENSES to experience the world, and a brain to perceive it. Religious people claim they were 'helped by prayer' all the time. But NO PRAYER EVER saved a person from death. Only physical intervention from another does that. So, only YOU can explain what YOU personally experience and no matter what you SAY, you will get ruthlessly HAMMERED to the damnable CrossOfShame just for sharing.

Call it anything you want. The PHENOMENON is PROVEN to EXIST. Nothing in religion has EVER been proven to exist. Go figure. No psycho-analyst will tell YOU that, because they have a THEORY_BASED_BELIEF_GOSPEL for you to WORSHIP as a proxy to religion. But it's the SAME THING: CrossOfShame, where they HAMMER you for being UNIQUE. Fuck that.

You are whom you are. PERIOD. And drugging out of existence your EXPERIENCES is a violation of your FreedomOfThought. Call it 'psychic' call it 'hearing GOD' ... who cares ... you'll be persecuted merely for SPEAKING anyway, HAMMERED mercilessly to the damnable CrossOfShame for being UNIQUE, which religion HATES because you do NOT march goose-step in lock-step with their tyranny of BLANDNESS, where all uniqueness and differences are shamed/blamed into isolationist HELL.

If you were DOING DRUGS, you were BEING FOLLOWED by those whom had your name on a list for doing something ILLEGAL. SIMPLE.

Periodically, they check the names on the list. SIMPLE.

Stay healthy and I'd suggest not doing whatever forms of drugs you've been doing.

Kind Regards.

CLAYTON LEON WINTON
mail e-mail: cwinton@priestriver.com
- Homepage: http://ResusCitateHumanity.BlogSpot.Com


Side-note

08.11.2005 07:03

Side-note:

Nutrition and brain-injury can cause things to go haywire for awhile, also.

The PHYSICAL is almost CERTAINLY the ANSWER, ALWAYS.

CLAYTON LEON WINTON
mail e-mail: cwinton@priestriver.com
- Homepage: http://ResusCitateHumanity.BlogSpot.Com


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