today i've had an aid test..

all day i have been, so how would you feel if your aids test comes back poastive? well while i'd freek at the end of the day i'd just back up and get on with life so i have aids oh well never mind and i do mean this.. just what is the point in getting scared fearfull etc.. it has no use.. no use that anger to take on this shit we call capitalism.. i have also been asked how do i feel about the person who gave me the shit.. well you know i forgive and likewise feel for there pain.. so if negative how would you feel? comes another fucking queston.. just the same... i'd simply forgive and would desire what made a person so angry and full of hate they desire to tell you that they have aids etc..

if you was told you had aids how would you feel / could you would you forgive those who gave you the shit?

if it was negative would you likewise forgive the person who had put you through such shit..

yes my head has been going bang big time but seeing the shit we saw on 9/11 has changed my perspectives on life, why hate when it's far better to love?

mozaz